wake up!

I can't seem to wake up. Even though I've been going to bed before 10 almost every night this week and sleeping until about 7am, I am not getting enough sleep to satisfy my body. Everything is TIRED! My eyes, my legs, my arms... everything. I had some caffeine yesterday and a little bit today, but even with that, I'm not fully awake. Maybe my eyelids have gained weight, and my body is interpreting that as fatigue. Yeah, I doubt that. I thought I might be pregnant, but the test came back negative. I don't know what we'd do if we were to have a child. Once that happens, your life is pretty much pre-determined for the following 20 or so years. And even after that, you're still Mom and Dad. I don't desire that, but I know I'd fill the role--and fill it well--if that was my path.


In other news, it's finally raining. That means the humidity might be done for, and I could certainly go for that. : )